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Sun, 05 May 2013 15:30:38 -0400

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Sun, 05 May 2013 15:29:13 -0400

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Sun, 05 May 2013 15:28:18 -0400

THE FLU! 24 hours of hell and puking and friends barging into your room to tell you there latest drama when all you want to do in curl up in a ball and die. The only good part: You loose 5 pounds in one night. I know it is probably just water weight but I was 124.8 and then I woke up at 120.0 I haven’t been too dedicated to loosing weight recently and have been just maintaining 124 for like the past two weeks but now this is the jump start I needed! hopefully I don’t binge and fuck everything up

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:03:50 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:02:59 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:58:01 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:55:27 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:50:31 -0400

feeling a little better woke up at 7:15 to go on a run. I went to the track and did 2 miles
Before run: 124.6
After run: 124.2

not the best but I heard running in the morning boosts the metabolism so maybe after classes I will be smaller.
Then I did 100 crunches and ten butt lifts, my butt is wayyyyy to saggy
I am hoping in-between my 10:30 class and my 1:30 class I will do 200 more crunches and twenty more but lifts (each side)
Then after I go to the gym at 5 I will do 100 more crunches and 10 more butt lifts
And if I am really on it again before bed
Making 5 reps of each
So…
Crunches: 500
Butt lifts: 50

I hate lifting at the gym so i am hoping this arm fat will go away on it’s own. Going to get a SMALL green tea before class and tons of gum!
I remember this from before and how to do it but the motivation just won’t come back. I have many really pretty skinny friends here in college and at home and I know people are planning on going to the lake and being in bathing suits really soon, so it’s crunch time!

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 00:14:34 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 00:13:45 -0400

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 21:07:39 -0400

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 20:59:31 -0400

All time worst. YUCK

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 20:55:30 -0400

Ok so granted I am not back at 138 or 139 where I started but I am WAY back up, I got all the way back to 128 the other day. FUCK YOU PERIOD WATER WEIGHT. I was 118 and then just fucked it all up. 10 pounds in 3 weeks. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN?
I went to the gym FINALLY today and worked out really hard core, I am back to 125.4 and back on track. I want to get to 110 by the beginning of summer which is only 6 weeks away, and this time I want to keep the weight off!
I need top stop getting drunk to the point where in the morning I just need food to cure the hangover! I need to when I do eat, eat healthy. Foodporndaily.com has saved my life on cravings, but lusting after food stinks. Avoiding binges is so shity dude.
Oh well every day is a new start. Tomorrow the alarm is set for 8 hopefully hit the gym before the 10:30 class. God that sounds shitty.
On a side note, I hate looking straight down at your stomach fat, so much worse than any other view for me right now. Also my arms look like a flying squirrel’s, so wobbly. Also the feeling of fat bouncing when you run. Gross.
Sorry guys, just trying to avoid a binge right now and ranting helps.

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